hyperfixtation 09/21/2026
i normally get a new hyperfixtation soon after i lose interest in the last one (max like 1 month hyperfixtationless), but its been half a year with nothing in sight. life without one is boring and it feels almost purposeless but at least i can actually focus on other things. theoretically. it feels more like i can't focus on anything at all.
night bugs 09/20/2026
the bugs at night never shut up. the same hums and chirps all night. every night. every summer, for as long as i can remember. maybe it'll be the one thing that will never change. i would like that.
goodbye, lara 09/20/2026
i want to cry and am mildly confused
goodbye lara 09/20/2026
about to watch goodbye lara ep12. i think it'll have a tragic ending. i'm scared. wish me luck.
yuzuha 09/18/2026
i had a silly dream where there was this fancily dressed lady in a veil but it was actually yuzuha in disguise. she had bleached her hair too it was really funny. i remember her walking through a group of people, but i don't really remember whether she talked to them or not. i have no idea why she'd do this but it would probably make for an epic prank.
kinda like how the face turned out so heres the veilless/normal hair version
fall 09/17/2026
the sun is rising later every day. the fresh air makes me feel more alive. i guess fall really is here already.
everscape 09/16/2026
i've been absolutely obsessed with listening to everscape recently. something about it is just nostalgic somehow.
test 09/16/2026
just making sure this looks okay