djmax 09/23/2026
i've been too busy to play recently but i still like going through the djmax archive channel and listening to different songs. some i know, some i don't. bestie's especially been on the mind recently. that song is an earworm and the lyrics and mv are both amazing. maybe i'll write a blog post about some of my favorite djmax songs soon. i probably won't get around to it though. i always forget.
music player 09/23/2026
removed the pretty looking music player (by ciaripop and GLENTHEMES) and replaced it with an ugly youtube embed. i don't like it that much but i felt guilty using the music player since i was kind of pirating the music and i want to support the artists. it looks messy and bothers me but i might as well get used to it.
hyperfixtation 09/21/2026
i normally get a new hyperfixtation soon after i lose interest in the last one (max like 1 month hyperfixtationless), but its been half a year with nothing in sight. life without one is boring and it feels almost purposeless but at least i can actually focus on other things. theoretically. it feels more like i can't focus on anything at all.
night bugs 09/20/2026
the bugs at night never shut up. the same hums and chirps all night. every night. every summer, for as long as i can remember. maybe it'll be the one thing that will never change. i would like that.
goodbye, lara 09/20/2026
i want to cry and am mildly confused
goodbye lara 09/20/2026
about to watch goodbye lara ep12. i think it'll have a tragic ending. i'm scared. wish me luck.
yuzuha 09/18/2026
i had a silly dream where there was this fancily dressed lady in a veil but it was actually yuzuha in disguise. she had bleached her hair too it was really funny. i remember her walking through a group of people, but i don't really remember whether she talked to them or not. i have no idea why she'd do this but it would probably make for an epic prank.
kinda like how the face turned out so heres the veilless/normal hair version
fall 09/17/2026
the sun is rising later every day. the fresh air makes me feel more alive. i guess fall really is here already.
everscape 09/16/2026
i've been absolutely obsessed with listening to everscape recently. something about it is just nostalgic somehow.
test 09/16/2026
just making sure this looks okay